Wednesday, May 09, 2007

 

05.09.07

A new muse..?

I think so.

Well, then...

it's certainly been a while.

PCN took over my life, but in the end, I must say-- it was beyond worth it.

No, it didn't stress me out at all-- it was nothing but a fun and enjoyable experience.

Tire me out? Okay, you could peg that one on me, but it's all good.

These crazy cast of characters are all so multi-talented and so much fun to be around-- it was just like one big famjam.

For what it's worth, it felt like high school again, seeing the same kids every day (that's no hyperbole) and just messing around, having fun, doing what I felt was fun and entertaining.

I've said it before-- a happy team equals a willing team and a happy PCN cast we were.

I didn't think I would, but alas, I too am suffering from the withdrawals. There's no doubt that we all bonded and it will deeply sadden my heart if we lose those ties over the course of the quarter, summer and the rest of the time period between now and the next PCN.

Acting, singing and dancing, both modern and traditional. Did I really just do that?

Almost-- I severely rolled my ankle 3 days prior to the show, but I recovered enough to do well enough what I could. Sadly, tinikling had to be etched off that list.

I couldn't help but feel guilty. People were concerned over the amount of time that I put into tinikling to not perform-- believe me, that wasn't the issue to be worrying about. They, in the course of one practice, had to modify so much to account for the deficit I had created.

But they made it work-- they're an amazing bunch of coconuts and had you not been in the cast, would have never known that changes had been made. They're crazy.

The show this year was honestly a good one, ignoring the face that I was more involved this year.

I actually made the effort to watch the show when I could, and I didn't experience a single dull moment at all. It was non-stop laughs, with only a subtle notion of messages.

I cannot wait to watch the whole thing in full force.

But the utmost pride I harbor are for my badass Urbanites. They logged in so many hours and sacrificed so much.

And they looked good.

The two sets were freakin' blazin'. Especially the Aswang set. That HAD to have caught everyone off guard.

There are no words to fully encapsulate the love I have for my team. I would do anything for them and vice versa.

My birthday passed over the course of the hectic practice schedule we had, and they still managed to surprise me in a big way and just simply made me appreciate them more and more.

I'm excited for next year.

In all honesty, this was kind of a test-year. Now I know what I'm capable of at this level and what I can and want to do.

I won't hold back on this one.

Not this time.

They deserve my all, as they've been giving me theirs.

Some crazy things are always happening in my life that are indirectly affecting me from back home-- these kids, both on Urban and in PCN/KP, got me through it.

Much love, mofos.

Much love.

Docking out...
-Ryan : I'm just saying

Ryan posted this at 1:43 AM.