Monday, May 06, 2002

 

5/6/02 - Cont.

I constantly pull acts of stupidity on purpose to make myself feel level with the rest of the cats I usually chill with.
People tell me that I'm smarter than the average bear and I just shrug.
Why? Because, how am I supposed to respond to that?
I don't feel smart. My friends always tell me they're struggling to get good grades.
Me? I hardly do shit at all. The most work I've ever done in school was on the homework.
Classwork? I usually breeze through that shit.
Don't ask me how to get good grades. My friends put it best..."it just flows for Ryan..."
Just like everything else, it flows.
My advice? Just flow with it. Do your work.
I hate grades. They're pretty much just marks that show how much effort you're putting into your work.
I hardly put effort in. I just put in enough.
Fuck school. I don't see why I should work so hard to work the rest of my life.
Your welcome.
I'll be glad to see you all tommorow.

Why was I bitter today? The above is part of it. But there's more than one gear in the machine.
Or something.

Just flow with it.
-Ryan

Ryan posted this at 9:49 PM.