Monday, January 06, 2003

 

01/06/02

First day of second semester. "Was it all good like you always say, Ryan?"
Despite my little dilemma with my schedule change, it wasn't that bad.
I now have a new dilemma. See, I wanted to switch back to my old chemistry class during break.
My old class was beyond awesome and everyone in that class is bubbling.
However, my new chem class is just as tiight. And so is my new spanish class.
Well, I have 'til wednesday to make a decision. These next 2 days will help me decide.

Met a lot of new people too. A few guys, a lot of girls. They all seem nice and all, but I just don't know.
You know...I'm tired of all these tricks and sluts. Why can't I juss meet a girl who is more than a friend?
A girl who I can hold in my arms and trust with my feelings. Some broad who isn't blinded by the cash I'm strutting.
A dime who I could just say 'Hi' to everyday and ask how their day has been.
A lady to intimately converse with before going to sleep.
A female whose warming personality and thoughts lull me to sleep at night.
A girl who's worth it.
I think I've found one but there's complications. Lots of complications.
Not to say that all girls I know are like the aformentioned statement. Almost all the ladies I know are tiight.
Its just, I don't know if I want to ruin our relationships by going up a level. That one sentence was directed towards most of the new girls I meet. Sorry if I offended anyone, I'm just....confuzzled right now. Yeah, confuzzled is a good word.
I'm out.
-Confuzzled Ryan

Ryan posted this at 10:26 PM.