Sunday, January 19, 2003

 

1/19/03

Alright, so here I am, taking a walk around my neighborhood, apricating and having some fun in the sunshine, right?.
I stroll by the park that's over by where my friend Phan lives, and I hear music. I look up and see this group of cats having a lil circle.
3 guys and 2 girls. So I walk up, and watch these cats bust out for a while. Haha, then one of the guys steps up and does a lil string routine of his and he starts calling me out. He start calling me out.
So, he busts out a weak lil animation of some drunk retarded giant or something and he points to me. Haha, the whole time I'm watching, thinking "I really gotta shut this cat up."
What do I do?
Well, I glide into the circle and bust out some elastics. Not anything fancy, just your basic novice bends and twists. I start tutting and working a groove and that's when everyone else started hollering. I began strobing and finished my set off with my spit/throw up routine on his shoes.
He wasn't happy.
Now, he's looking a lil aggravated. So, he goes in and starts locking. Now, as most of you cats know, I just started locking, so I was kinda interested on what he'd pull out.
He ends with a ground-level hat kick-up thingy. That was good, that was good. But he hasn't phased me yet, my friend.
And that point, the other people look at me and tell me to bust something out. I fall to my knees and do knee-hops and knee-walks. I get up and I started with a little tutting and then flowed into some locking. It looked alright, but hey, I was doing a lot better than that one guy. The other cats start giving me props and badge the other guy about getting beat by a kid 2 years younger than him.
So the guy takes the box (I'm guessing it was his) and he storms off. Haha, it was funny but I didn't laugh. I didn't want to be an ass about it. He wasn't that bad, he just needs a little practice. Then again, so do I. Haha, so I claimed APoc Crew and left.
It was fun....I haven't been in a circle like that since homecoming. Yeah, sorry guys, I had to skip out on some groove sessions.

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She was more than a women a goddess for all to see.
All I ever needed was her right here loving me.
For a while we were coolin and groovin and our affections lit on.
But I still remember how it felt when the love was gone.

On a lil side note, I was chatting with one of my friends this morning around 1, and he asks, "What's the stupidest thing you've ever done?"
My reply? Saying the wrong thing.
What? What wrong thing, Ryan?! Well, I said the wrong thing to a really great dime. The above italicized line pretty much covers the whole "episode".
Well, that's not the stiffizzle. What'd you say, Ryan?! What'd you say?! Well, if you must know....
We were feeling eachother. You could ask anyone. So, one night, I told her how I felt about her. Now, she was the first girl I ever told my feelings to, mind you. So this was a little awkward for me. All my past relationships had just spontaneously started (i.e. we were chilling in the moonlight or something and I suddenly had the strongest urge to hold and kiss the girl. It seemed to work well).
Big mistake on my part. She shut me out. We haven't spoke for about 2 years now. Here's the confusing part: you could tell she was feeling me and people said that she was feeling me. I guess she just was insecure or something. Or maybe I'm just a moron. I personally think its the latter. All I know is, I've hidden all my affectionate feelings since then. You could say she killed it. But, its all good. I don't blame her.

More on that later....
I'm out.
-Ryan

Ryan posted this at 6:28 PM.