Thursday, July 10, 2003

 

7/9/03

"I'm from the ghetto. I can't scrap over the phone!"
"She's financially distabled."

That's juss the way y'all folks talk. Good stuff.

Man, I really need to draw something else on the comp. that I could add to my comp. art portfolio, yeah?

If I spoke with an accent, do you think my appeal would shoot up? Hmmsha...

What is it about music box music that is so enchanting?

Kevin right now kind of reminds me of myself during the summer of 8th grade, as his world of courtship is burgeoning.

I had a little conversation with Kristina today about thinking about people and people thinking about me. I told her I'd be surprised if anyone thought about me, and I am. She told me that I shouldn't be.
I'm now lost.

I wish I had a cool name to which I could create a witty screen name with. Like Kristina's middle name is Rae, so she has 'Rae of Sunshine!' Or Chantal, who has "Chantal Everybody!" (as in um...Shan tell everybody). Jasmine's nickname is Jazz, so she has "Jazzed Up N D Groove!" (as in...Jazzed up in the groove). Or Reiny AKA Rein with "Rein of Fire!"
My name is beyond common. I'll be walking down the hall, hear my name and 50% of the time its another Ryan.

Its ironic how my cousin who has ADD purchased a Ford Focus.

Have you ever been to Starbucks? One of their menus has a background with some sort of coffee puff or something. Anyways, looking at the thing you come to many conclusions. Like Reg thinks its the essence of coffee in the form of a coffee djinn or genie.
Me? To me it looks like a happy little mermaid sipping on some mocha. But then I must ask myself, "Why would a mermaid be DRINKING coffee...in the ocean?"

If I grow up to be a lawyer, I'd like to get the reputation of a losing lawyer. That way, my business card would be an exact replica of the Monopoly "Go To Jail" card with my number spouted all over it. 'Cause hey, I'd still get paid and I wouldn't have to work much.
Who would hire me? Ex-prisoners and whatnot who have become institutionalized and want to return to the world they know, silly goose.

Sometimes, I think about my life and I've come to the conclusion many times that fate has sent a little tornado to follow me wherever I go. I feel like everything happens to me except what I'd really, really, REALLY would like to happen to me. Whenever something great is in reach, that tornado takes it, right there in front of my eyes and then puts it somewhere else, perhaps for someone else, leaving my side of the road a little less clean.
But hey, it still has flowers over here. Nice ones.

You want deeper stuff? How about this...
Sometimes, I feel like the tide. Its in a constant state of hesistation and uneasiness.
It always creeps up to shore and then pulls away. It changes its mind and retreats so quickly.

I saw fireworks on the 4th.

Its funny how some things remind me of others.

You can't build castles on quicksand.

Docking out...
-Ryan : as Ryan as being a closet intellectual

Ryan posted this at 12:46 AM.