Wednesday, August 27, 2003

 

8/27/03

Yeah, its official: she's my nyquil.

Tell me something good.

By the way, my birthday's coming up in about 8 months or so.

My friends, I've lost my touch. You can no longer call me Smooth Operator or the Charming Dancer.

But its all good.

Lies save trouble now but come back as thunder later.

Of all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most.

Maybe I juss need someone to save me from the parts of myself that keep making me crazy.

Why can't I be somewhere in the middle? I'm either hella quiet or hella loud (quiet like a cat, but loud like a dog).

You know why Mr. Sterling is an awesome guy? Because he too says, "Its all good."

Feeling down? If all else fails, juss look up at the sky.....its the same one I'm looking at.

Yes, I realize Mars is closest to our lovely planet today than it has been in some 60K years. Its kind of hard to forget when you have an astronomer for a brother.
I'd love to have seen it. Really, I would. However, its beyond too bright where I live. Still, being the optimist I am, I attempted to view the night-sky for that orange-ish, red-ish speck. Now why did I expect to see it when I can't even see most of the stars on a good night?

Holy dayum have I been beyond tired lately. Though, you might not be able to tell it with my antics in my various classes.

So, here we were in AP Studio art and we're supposed to be doing landscape sketches in pen and I am. At first.
Its when I start detailing and adding in stuff that the real trouble began. I started to draw out the image of a girl sitting on one of the various benches. Slightly slouched over, with her head on her right arm. She seemed to be deep in thought. As if she had everything except that what she wanted. She was all too familiar. I knew her.

Granted, there was no girl on the bench. She had been on my mind the whole day. She wasn't juss in that sketch, she was in all my doodles. She was even in my mathematical equations. Every little thing I thought of I could somehow trace it to her.
Oops on me.

It's a good weird.



Which Guilty Gear X character are you?

I have no idea. I can relate to the text, though.

DON'T GET ELMINATED!

"Once the game is over, the king and the pawn go back in the same box."

Docking out...
-Ryan : one weird kid

Ryan posted this at 10:44 PM.