Saturday, April 10, 2004

 

4/9/04

Interesting... I heard this song (Leona Naess - Charm Attack) describes me somewhat.

I really couldn't tell you.

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Don't get mad at me when I cordially deny your offer to lounge out.

I might have educational duties to attend to.

Possibly there are errands to run.

I could be working.

Or, perhaps I am working.

You really have no idea the main line of work I am in.

The many problems that I have to contend with and regulate.

The many conflicts affecting many relationships I'm tied into that I constantly have to alleviate.

The plethora of ideas I have to think of in order to keep things flowing in order and jubilation.

I have numerous ordeals near and far that I have to solve.

A network of struggles, a web of issues that force me to perpetually contravene my current direction of travel.

I'm constantly changing my own perspective, evolving my own position, in order to keep things copacetic.

So when I tell you that I have business to take care of, I mean it.

I have business to take care of.

There's no doubt that whenever there's down time, I take it.

Believe that. I'm Ryan Mose.

And you, don't envy me.

The same blessing you're jealous of is the same curse that keeps me bound to the title of "Regulator."

Because you see, sometimes there are situations that need to be compromised.

And sometimes, I'm the only one that can do it.

It never gets any easier but sometimes I wouldn't have it any other way.

Thank heaven that the one thing that gives me stress (minimal, mind you) is my biggest stress-reliever.

Call me crazy, but helping people makes me happy.

But I already have a full plate and they never let me finish.

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Sometimes I think I have matured way too quickly.

Often, I think that I've become mildly jaded.

I was once described as an anachronism.

Perhaps it wasn't a compliment.

Cheers, suckaduck.

Docking out...
-Ryan : lost in translation

Ryan posted this at 2:32 AM.