Saturday, June 26, 2004

 

6.26.04

I had long bangs.

Docking out...
-Ryan : sesquipedalian

Ryan posted this at 1:00 PM.

Friday, June 25, 2004

 

6.25.04

I have long bangs.

Docking out...
-Ryan : pauciloquent

Ryan posted this at 8:20 PM.

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

 

6.16.04

It seems to me, that everybody agrees, that I'm too blind to see, I'm a total mystery.

Whoa there... that's a two-line rhyme with subs.

But thats besides the point. Here's the deal: by reading this you are entitled to 3 free questions.

And I will answer those 3 questions.

And that's your reward.

There's one good thing about being sick.

People want you to get better.

I know I've said it before.

But I'm saying it again.

Get over it.

If anybody ever tells you that you're one in a million, just realize that means there are 100 people just like you in China.

Its all about perspective.

It really is.

For instance...

Would you rather live like today was your last day or would you rather live treating people as if they were having their last day?

Its a very simple question of selfishness and selflessnes cleverly cloaked in such a way that its cynicism doesn't show.

You can want both, and you can certainly attempt it. But the truth is, its a very difficult thing to attain, to live by, mixing the two into your mentality.

Are you one to suck the marrow out of life or to give up marrow for life?

By all means, you can have a balance of the two.

But that isn't really answering the question, now is it?

Some say I have too many shoulders for people to lean on?

Well, if that's the case, what difference does it make if I have another, yeah?

Don't ever think that you or anyone will be too much of a burden for me. You're comfort and happiness are worth the weight, especially in the long run. If you're having trouble or juss need someone to talk to, I'm here if you need me.

Don't let anything stop you.

What took us so long?

It was juss different.

I didn't want to get with you.

I wanted to be with you.

You're its new owner. Keep it safe.

By the way, I realized I can't go a day without hearing your voice.

Docking out...
-Ryan : ish-ka-bibble

Ryan posted this at 11:37 PM.

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

 

6.15.04

I did it!

I did it!

I did it!

I did it!

I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT! I DID IT!




















I UPDATED!

Docking out...
-Ryan : he did it

Ryan posted this at 3:09 PM.

Sunday, June 06, 2004

 

6.6.04

Juss as I'm falling down, she somehow picks me up.

I have a million reasons to say, "Yes."

And I feel like she has a million reasons to say, "No."

I don't see what she sees in me.

But I dig it.

I dig us.

Another reason to say, "Its all good."

Thank you for making me beyond happy.

Docking out...
-Ryan : the human shovel

Ryan posted this at 10:13 PM.

Saturday, June 05, 2004

 

6.5.04

Happy B-Dizzle to my big bro!

The big 20+2!

That's 17 years, Reg.

17 years of...

torment?

But I can't complain.

He taught me charientism, made me into a semi-maledicent and taught me the art of quomodocunquize.

Even though he might not know it.

I feel like I'm signing a yearbook.

It really is the end of the year.

It was fun, my friends.

No doubt next year will be better.

Docking out...
-Ryan : one kind act makes you benevolent, ten suddenly makes you a moron

Ryan posted this at 6:07 PM.

Thursday, June 03, 2004

 

6.03.04

Okay...

Who am I going to have to shank?

Smile, Mon!

I'm filipino.

And I eat with my hands.

Oh, I'll use utensils, no doubt.

But I'll also eat with my hands.

Is that so wrong?

Don't worry. I wash my hands.

I'm a clean boy.

Well, for something is supposedley good at finding things, it wasn't very helpful in helping me find something.

I even asked nicely.

Cool?

I don't think so.

Classy?

Now that I could work with.

Hey now, I don't giggle.

I chortle.

We're so funny.

Somebody once asked me, "Ryan, why do you do it? You can't help them all. It doesn't matter, you're not making much of a difference."

True, I can't help them all and I'm not making much of a difference.

But you know what, I am making a difference, no matter how small.

And for those few that I help out, it means wonders.

To them and myself.

10 days!

Serendipity and cheesecake are on the way.

I like watching you rest. Even if its juss for the duration of 30 seconds.

You know what you look like to me, with your good bag and your cheap shoes? You look like a rube. A well scrubbed, hustling rube with a little taste.

Never give stupid people choices. It paralyzes them.

I juss realized how much time I waste thinking.

Then again, maybe it really isn't a waste.

I felt like watching Memento today.

But my brother has it.

In Utah.

When was the last time I wrote a short story or a poem?

I think I shall start again soon.

Ruminating ain't so bad.

I asked Time if it could be a good sport, do me a small favor and stop progressing forward.

Request denied.

Docking out...
-Ryan : %15 sane, %36 creative, %29 OoOoWeE, %35 loveable, %100 non-mathematical

Ryan posted this at 9:06 PM.