Thursday, June 03, 2004

 

6.03.04

Okay...

Who am I going to have to shank?

Smile, Mon!

I'm filipino.

And I eat with my hands.

Oh, I'll use utensils, no doubt.

But I'll also eat with my hands.

Is that so wrong?

Don't worry. I wash my hands.

I'm a clean boy.

Well, for something is supposedley good at finding things, it wasn't very helpful in helping me find something.

I even asked nicely.

Cool?

I don't think so.

Classy?

Now that I could work with.

Hey now, I don't giggle.

I chortle.

We're so funny.

Somebody once asked me, "Ryan, why do you do it? You can't help them all. It doesn't matter, you're not making much of a difference."

True, I can't help them all and I'm not making much of a difference.

But you know what, I am making a difference, no matter how small.

And for those few that I help out, it means wonders.

To them and myself.

10 days!

Serendipity and cheesecake are on the way.

I like watching you rest. Even if its juss for the duration of 30 seconds.

You know what you look like to me, with your good bag and your cheap shoes? You look like a rube. A well scrubbed, hustling rube with a little taste.

Never give stupid people choices. It paralyzes them.

I juss realized how much time I waste thinking.

Then again, maybe it really isn't a waste.

I felt like watching Memento today.

But my brother has it.

In Utah.

When was the last time I wrote a short story or a poem?

I think I shall start again soon.

Ruminating ain't so bad.

I asked Time if it could be a good sport, do me a small favor and stop progressing forward.

Request denied.

Docking out...
-Ryan : %15 sane, %36 creative, %29 OoOoWeE, %35 loveable, %100 non-mathematical

Ryan posted this at 9:06 PM.