Sunday, August 08, 2004
8.8.04
Welcome to a "softer world".
The deepest waters run with little noise.
When I have the time, energy and money, I'm going to hook up a light system in my room that'll light up the room slowly when you open the door and I'll have speakers that do the angel choir "Aah-aah-aah!"
I have yet to wake up at a "normal" time.
I haven't been moving at a constant pace.
It kills me when I dissapoint.
I'm beginning to grow out of the lounged out summer mentality. Anyone else happy about that one?
I read fairly quickly.
I write juss as fast, think even faster.
I'll say something stupid in hopes that I won't say something smart.
It works.
He gave me a square look that said, "Run. And don't come back. You've always had your freedom, you juss didn't know it."
Every now and then I'll stop in the middle of a crowd, dazed by a feeling of longing and her name will continually repeat in my head.
Many times, the only answer I can give to people is: We are broken in different places.
One time, when I was little, I drew a river in the middle of the sidewalk with blue chalk. I leaped off my frontyard ledge into it, thinking I'd crash through the water.
I ended up with a few scrapes and bruises instead.
Every enjoyable portion of the spectrum has and is continually met.
We recover hastily. We're beyond good.
Ladies, please. False advertisement is not the answer.
Why are people so concerned with how much wood a woodchuck can chuck?
Why can't you leave the poor animal alone?!
Blessed are those that can give without remembering and take without forgetting.
Believe me, you spend a much larger part of your life being old, not young. The bulk of your ideals and rules will change along the way and the first things to go are the things you thought to be eternal and the new things to arrive are the things you thought were ethereal.
Summer's coming to an end. I acknowledge that I'm going to be a senior now but it still hasn't hit me yet.
If you could kick the person responsible for most of your troubles in the backside you wouldn't be able to sit down for two weeks.
You're welcome.
Docking out...
-Ryan : future senior
Ryan posted this at 7:01 PM.
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