Thursday, January 11, 2007
01.11.07
You need to let it go and I'll tell you why.
Let me tell you about this girl...
She doesn't know it, but the words she says could kill a man. Or maybe she does-- she just doesn't like to admit it.
I'm gonna go with the latter.
She's amiable and adorable-- one that you'd rather just hold in your arms and make smile because those radiant enamels are capable of manipulating time and space, reminiscent of the Matrix.
She could stop bullets with just the jovial sparkles in her eyes.
She's the kind of girl that has a lot of guy friends who initially befriended her because of affectionate notions. As it were, those crushes quickly faded, though they didn't die out completely. Rather, they would become suppressed and witheld, turning the situation into more of a friendship with hope-- that perhaps one day she might tap into those resources left in the heart of a man and allow the exchanges of her love.
Or maybe I'm wrong. Perhaps they were being genuinely friendly-- I don't know.
I do know, however, that beauty, intelligence, kindness and presence (especially presence) will sloth the thought process of any man-- generally speaking, of course.
And that's why I think, whether or not they were aware of it, every conversation, every joke and every moment of aid was an unconscious attempt to win some favor and hopefully amass some inkling of reciprocation from this girl.
I mean, in making her happy, they were, in a way, selfishly trying to fulfill their own desires.
But you can't fault her. Nor could you fault them.
Well, depending-- though she wasn't manipulative or facetious about it, some may argue that she led some guys on (I personally maintain that most of the time, guys lead themselves on-- one should be able to read such things).
The fellas? Like I said-- their intentions were highly debatable.
She is what they call an "Alpha Female - Type B".
..that Type B being the nicer of the two. Lucky you.
Her most compatible match? An Alpha Male of any type (there's three types-- I'll indulge you some other time).
That's not to say that the rest of the pack doesn't hold a chance with her-- it's just that they'd really have to work at it.
A woman of her type usually does the chasing.
And that's why I suggest the drop, because like I said earlier-- I believe most guys lead themselves on and I don't want you building yourself up for something that you might not attain.
Just peace easy.
Docking out... -Ryan : it ends tonight
Ryan posted this at 4:12 PM.
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